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October 2, 2012 at 7:20 am (Uncategorized) (, , , , )

Hello everyone! I noticed that I garnered a few new followers here on this blog, hello, thank you 😀 But I felt it would be better if I were to share my main blog with you all.

I originally started this blog, DerangedChick, because I was just going through a confusing time in my life. I wasn’t sure exactly where I fit in, in this world and I was frustrated. Needless to say, I am still kind of stuck in the rut of thinking that I am older than I really am, but at least now I have found people who appreciate that or just don’t know my real age. And really, that’s not as bad as it may seem. I just have  a few writing friends who think I am in college… haha uhm.. yeah.

Aaanyways… If you still want to follow me, despite my lack of posts due to school getting in my way, you can follow me Here, this is where I will be posting when I have time.

Thank you so much for all the support on this blog, it really did help me figure out more about myself! I hope to see some support on my writing blog ❤

For the last time,


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“I think I see a lot of law breakers in here..”

July 1, 2012 at 4:17 am (Uncategorized) (, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , )


 I don’t know if you guys know this, but I am a huge fan of Joe Manganiello. He is so sexy it is ridiculous. So of course when I found out he was going to be in a movie about male strippers (His name being Big Dick Ritchie) I definitely had plans to see this movie. Today I did exactly that.


  I don’t want to reveal too much, as I don’t want to spoil things for any readers who haven’t seen the movie. But it was definitely worth the price of the tickets, that’s for sure. And just saying ladies, we do get to see the reason Joe’s character is called Big Dick Ritchie. Again, like I said, it was worth the money. Also, I generally don’t find guy’s butts attractive. Not 100% sure why, just one of those things. But after this movie, I appreciate the male body a bit more than I did walking into that theater.


  I also really love Alex Pettyfer, and we get to see a lot of him. That was a fun part of the movie as well. If you love seeing hot guys dance around with barely anything covering them, this is definitely a movie you need to see. There is also a surprise appearance from a fairly popular comedian, who plays a major part in this movie! It’s no surprise if you read the casting on the movie, but hey, I was shocked and happy to see the guy. I’ll let you decide how you find out who the comedian is.


  Also, for those of you who also like to see the ladies (I do myself) there are a lot of boobs, asses, and lady strippers for you to feast your eyes upon. For the double dippers out there, this movie was a very good one. I know I enjoyed it.



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Passive Aggresive Messages to Facebook

June 30, 2012 at 9:34 am (Uncategorized) (, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , )

Hello everyone! So, this really is a shitty update. It really is. But anyways, today I was on facebook, and this one page I had liked (obviously unliked) posted some really offensive material, and for some reason it just really pissed me off. So, I did post a reasonable reply to what they had said, but it only got made fun of and ignored. So needless to say, not much happened. Then the admin continued to tell people to kill themselves and encourage horrible harassment and what not. That was when I decided to report them to the Facebook staff and hope for deletion of the page, or at least the admin losing publishing rights for a bit. Deleting the page seems a bit harsh.


  After waiting like, 2 hours, I got a reply from the facebook staff saying they found nothing wrong with the page (even though I read the terms, and the post definitely went against them). So being pissed off again, I wrote a long winded and detailed reason why I was dissatisfied with their reporting service. For those of you who have never reported something to Facebook, they will give you the option to give feedback on their reporting protocol and whatnot.

  Here is what I said to them:

Okay, so the page I reported. The admin DID delete the post saying if anyone is mad about anything, they should kill themselves. I do believe that violates the self harm section. Then the user also posted the phone number of some person that was on the opposing side of what they had said (I will refer to that in a bit) and he/she was encouraging the page’s likers to call/text/harass the person who owns the number. That breaks the bullying and harassment section in the rights. The image that started this all, was an image that called the band BOTDF (Blood on The Dance Floor) horrible, gay, and faggots. I do believe using ‘gay’ and the word ‘faggots’ is against the part of the rules that mention discrimination against orientation.

 Now, I don’t mean any disrespect towards Facebook or it’s staff, but obviously I was really offended by their posting. The whole page was being really horrible, and I wouldn’t be shocked if some people had taken things too seriously and harmed themselves. After all, the band is really popular with a large mass of teenagers that harm themselves due to distress and depression.

 I am probably taking this too seriously. But I don’t know.. I was just thinking that maybe the page doesn’t have to be deleted. Maybe the admin could lose publishing rights for some time. I just feel like the way this person acts towards people isn’t exactly healthy, and some of it probably not legal as far as human rights go. Again, probably overreacting. But for some reason the whole thing really bothered me.

 Thank you for reading, and I am sorry for starting so much about this. I’ll understand if no action is taken, but I am generally worried for the well being of some of the people who liked that page.


  I ended up not sending it, because after long thought I realized it really wasn’t worth making a big deal over. Yes, the page did say some hateful things. But did I really want to churn the waters even more? Ultimately, I was afraid that it would turn into one of those huge ordeals that somehow makes it’s way to the news. I know that is highly unlikely, but hey, you never know. This page has almost 200k likes, and I think something like that being shut down could easily stir up some publicity.

   I do want to be famous, yes. But I don’t want to be known as the girl who shut down a mega page on Facebook. No way. Besides, I was probably making it out to be a bigger deal than it already was.


  As always, I am open to everyone’s input and opinions. Feel free to comment and tell me what you think on the whole ordeal!

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Thoughts on The Layout?

April 17, 2012 at 7:08 am (Uncategorized)

 Ooh two posts in one hour xD That is like insanely productive compared to what I usually put out on here.


   The reason for this is that I want your opinions on my new layout. I was getting kind of bored with my previous layout, so I decided to change to this one 🙂 I like it . . . it seems more cozy I guess. The other one was more open than I like for a dark design on a blog.

  There was one layout that I really loved, but then I saw that it was $45.00 >.> Why are the layouts SO EXPENSIVE? Like one that to be completely 100% honest, isn’t that attractive, cost $100.00. Dafuq?



Don’t be shy about commenting and telling me what you think~!

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Cute Hot Topic Guy

April 17, 2012 at 6:54 am (Uncategorized) (, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , )

On Saturday (I think it was Saturday at least) I went to the mall with a good friend of mine, and of course one of the stores we visited was my favorite. That one being Hot Topic. And I should mention now that I am usually really picky about guys. Like maybe it is all those fake relationships I conjure up in my head with celebrity guys . . . (Alexander Skarsgard is totally my boyfriend right now xD)

Anywaaaayss, we went into Hot Topic and the greeter was SO cute! He was really nice too. Now I really… Really want to go to Hot Topic again. I am not sure why, but the workers at my Hot Topic change a lot. There are like 3 or 4 that have been there for quite a while (and actually recognize me xD) but the rest all are there for a short while, then they’re not. It’s always the cute workers that are the ones that leave 😦 . I need to go back and see this greeter guy, just in case he isn’t a long term employee!! Maybe I won’t be forever alone! xD A girl can dream!


Also, I am not quite sure why, but I really want to work at Hollister. Like really fucking bad. I just like the setting of the store, how it’s all dark and kind of like a surf shack. Just cool. The local Hollister store where I live is kind of like a maze, it is just a bunch of turning areas and so many places you can walk through and shit. Super cool haha. Then again, I’ve never been to another Hollister so I am not sure if they are like that too haha.

New Goal: Lose some weight so I don’t look like a pregnant teen, and get a fucking job at Hollister.


Alright guys… that’s all I can really think of for now.


Till next time,


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Turn Offs.

April 14, 2012 at 6:46 am (Uncategorized) (, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , )

So today when I was on facebook, I realized how this one girl I was interested in… is kind of fake. She doesn’t wear like, a shit ton of make up or anything, nor does she act fake. But she wears wigs all the time, and I have nothing against that… but it was just kind of off setting. I don’t know, I don’t like the idea of dating someone who wears wigs all the time. I like natural, long hair on girls (on guys I like short hair). Something to tug on while we get it awnnnn xD . Just kidding I am forever alone so I wouldn’t know about sex. 


Anyways, time to share with all of you, my turn offs.


1. Assholes.

No, I don’t mean literal assholes. I mean like, people who are just mean to innocent people. Like this one guy at my school, he was attractive, then he opened his mouth. He is mean to me, when I had done nothing to him. Nothing. I was just that quiet girl in most of his classes, guess that made me a target. And he just does/says things to others that I know don’t talk to him, that just makes me cringe because it is so harsh. I’ve learned some things about his past that kind of make it all make sense, but that doesn’t change the fact that he is an ass, and his past gives him no excuse to act the way he does. Mean people get an immediate “Would Never Date”  stamp across their forehead. Just no.


2.Butch Girls

Once again, people I don’t have a problem with, would just rather not date. I feel really bad saying that, but it just isn’t my thing I guess? I like girly girls, like I like moderately big boobs and long hair. And dresses, and cute frilly clothes. Rare to find a butch girl wearing that. There is like one butch girl who I would totally bang… Like she affects me in some weird way and I just, wish so badly that she didn’t have a girlfriend that isn’t me. Her girlfriend is hot too…. threesome? My point is though, I generally don’t find myself attracted to butch girls.


3. Otaku Guys

  I don’t know guys, when you are obsessed with anime and manga to the point where it’s all you talk about… just not attractive. In my opinion at least. Like I’ll be your friend, but for some reason I wouldn’t want to be dating a guy who obsesses over anime. Not quite sure how to explain this one any further.


4. Moody guys

I am a pretty moody person myself, on the inside at least. I mood swing so badly, but people don’t notice because I am often able to put on a happy facade so I don’t irritate people. That’s why it bothers me when guys are depressed one second, then angry the next, then happy. I can’t keep up. Also since I am pretty happy a good 80% of the time, I don’t want to be with someone who is depressed and all they want to do is whine about why their life sucks and why they hate everyone and shit. Just not my scene. I would want to date someone happy like me!


5. “Easy” girls

I wouldn’t want to date a girl who has been around town, if you know what I mean. For one, if a girl has been with a lot of guys or girls, she may have some STD. Even if she doesn’t have any STDs I still feel like it would just be… gross being with a girl who has had a lot of people around her vajayjay. Like generally girls who do it with girls, go with oral before they get to the scissoring… and I just don’t like the idea of having my mouth in an area where a bunch of penises and other vaginas have been. It’s like having indirect oral sex with all of their previous partners! Just saying!


That’s all I can really think of right now, I am sure there is more xD Maybe like people who do drugs avidly? That’s not attractive. Or people who suck at grammar… like really really bad. When they have spoken the language their whole life.

But I should end this by saying, I am sorry if I offended anyone. I don’t intend to with this post, so please don’t be offended by anything!


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Waiting sucks!

April 13, 2012 at 5:17 am (Uncategorized) (, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , )

Oh good god. True Blood is my love.  I finally watched one of the “Waiting Sucks” promos, and now I honestly want to cry. I have a count down on my phone, and as I type this (at 9:58 PM my time) we have 8 weeks, 2 days, 20 hours, 2 minutes, and 33 seconds.  It’s just too much D:


Eric is just way too sexy, for starts, and actually a lot of the guys are pretty hot in that. I can only think of a few that I don’t find attractive. Also, is it weird that the promos where they pan through the set and have all the memories in just audio, make me want to cry? It also makes me wonder if the slogan “you can’t escape your past” has anything to do with the upcoming season, considering they showed Steve Newlin, as a vampire, in the last season. And that they implied Russell Edgington’s return. Season 5 is gonna be good.


Anyway, fangirl moment over. Here’s the video promo I watched. Hot damn I really can’t wait.

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People I Would Fuck

March 11, 2012 at 9:25 pm (Uncategorized) (, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , )

Hey wordpress, obviously I have been a bad blogger and I haven’t posted in forever. I am so sorry D:

Anyways, I was watching a youtube video by Jenna Marbles called “People I Would Fuck.” (I’ll link that below, wordpress is being a bitch right now).  and this video is what inspired this current blog post. I am going to make a list of people (more so celebrities) that I would totally fuck. Here it goes.


1. Adam Lambert

  All day, Any day. Seriously. I know he is gay, but if he ever wants to sample some female, I will be a willing donor.


2. Alexander Skarsgård

Who wouldn’t want to jump that? Hot damn.


3. Lee Joon

I would have his Asian babies any day.


4. Evan Rachel Wood

Ever since I saw her on True Blood… damn. And I’m not generally attracted to redheads.


5. Alex Pettyfer

I wouldn’t mind hearing him purr my name in his British accent.


5. Lady Gaga

She is just sexy… really fucking sexy. And something about her screams “I am awesome in bed!”


Anyways, that is my list. I really could go on forever (celebrities are so sexy o3o) but I don’t want to look like a whore xD  I have a folder on my laptop for my desktop background slideshow, and every sexy picture I find that is of a celebrity I love, I put it in there.


Until next time,

~Alexandrite ❤

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A Clone of His Empty Life

December 8, 2011 at 10:25 am (Uncategorized) (, , , , , , , , , , , , , )

  I hate him. It is stupid, and I don’t normally hate people. But he takes the cake.

  There is this girl, and she is a good friend of mine. . . and I can’t help but admit that I have also liked her for quite a while too. I even asked her out at one point, but that was when she started dating this guy. So it’s easy for one to infer that I obviously didn’t get the girl.

   If you were to know her before she began dating him, you would remember an amazing person. She had a bubbly personality underneath her demure countenance. She was adorable. She always knew how to keep a conversation going, and always knew the right thing to say. As far as looks go, she has a petite frame and had always wore clothes that showed it off in a perfect and completely non-trashy way. Somehow she always managed to have perfect skin complexion, and her hair also had a beautiful shine to it.

  But then we get to the point where she has now been dating him for around 2 years. The change is great. I probably should mention now, that the boyfriend has always done drugs. . . well at least he has for as long as I’ve known him. The first time I met him he was strung out on some drug, and that is how he is all the time. And now he has her the same as he. Her once beautiful personality has now transformed to be like his. She is so out of it most of the time that all normal conversations have ceased to exist. They all consist of “Yeah”s and “uh huh”. No matter what you say. That gorgeous, face? It’s now riddled with sore that one gets from taking drugs. The clothes she wears now show her lack of care about her appearance. Baggy and dirty, holed and worn. No longer showing off the beautiful body under it. Did I mention how sweet she smelled before she began dating him? Now she smells strongly of cigarettes, the exact smell I am allergic to.

  Seeing her downward decline saddens me, so much that I have a hard time finding words to explain it. But, what can I do? I wish I could talk to her of this, but she is older than me. . . and she loves him. Trying to talk her out of this lifestyle would make her hate me, no matter how much true concern I display. I don’t know what to do other than watch her diminish before my eyes, and to remember back on the amazing conversations we don’t have anymore. I just wish now that I could take her from him and correct things, but even now it may be too late.



 Hi to anyone who is following my blog. I am sorry that I have been gone so long, and I am also sorry that I am returning with such an unhappy post. I have been super busy lately, and just now as things that are bothering me began to build up, the stress and need to rant to someone who won’t know who these people are, kind of reminded me of wordpress. I promise the next blog will be on a happier note, and I promise it will come sooner.

Thank you for reading and following my blog ❤


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I am High School’s bitch.

October 25, 2011 at 6:40 am (Uncategorized) (, , , , )

Seriously. It’s all I have time for anymore. I get up at 6am so I can get all my morning duties done before I run off to get to school before the bell rings at 8:00am. I fight the invisible creatures of sleep that are working to pull down my eye lids and force me into surrendering to sleep. As much as I don’t want to, I focus in class and get that classwork done. Oh hey, here is a packet that is due tomorrow. Happy day. I get one of those in the next class too! Oh and it turns out that tomorrow we have a pop quiz in Algebra II, time to get 200 book problems to study for this thing.


I get home at 3:30pm and the first thing I see is the comfortable bed that lays in my room. I lay down after changing into my pajamas (I hate wearing a bra and jeans at home…. so uncomfortable) and once again those little creatures of sleep beckon me to the dark side.

“Come to the dark side! We have sleep!” They call. I surrender.


I wake up later and glance at the clock to see it is 7pm. Shit, I was supposed to be doing my homework. The warm blanket is curled around my body, and my head rests lazily on the pillow that supports my head, its lovely towel fabric pillow case feels lovely against my face. I force myself to get out of bed and work on that pile of homework that has been looming over my head since early that day. By the time I am done, it is 11pm and some how those few hours of sleep from earlier did nothing to keep me from being tired now. Once again I surrender to sleep, knowing that the routine will repeat itself the next day.


That is my schedule. And that is also the reason that I haven’t posted on word press in quite some time. I have SO much to post about, yet I just haven’t gotten around to doing it yet. Sure I could do it on the weekends, but I always forget because of Plants Vs. Zombies. That ridiculously addictive game makes me sit and veg out all weekend until Sunday, when another pile of homework needs to be done. My teachers just love to assign homework, haven’t you noticed? Anyways, I am going to try and post more soon, I actually have a post that I am working on in my drafts, I will try and get that posted some time soon.


So, please hold still and keep in mind that I am not gone forever, and never will be. Thank you for anyone who is still paying attention to my posts (I doubt it). I would love to get some comments by the way… that would be super cool! It might give me more motivation to update.




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