Turn Offs.

April 14, 2012 at 6:46 am (Uncategorized) (, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , )

So today when I was on facebook, I realized how this one girl I was interested in… is kind of fake. She doesn’t wear like, a shit ton of make up or anything, nor does she act fake. But she wears wigs all the time, and I have nothing against that… but it was just kind of off setting. I don’t know, I don’t like the idea of dating someone who wears wigs all the time. I like natural, long hair on girls (on guys I like short hair). Something to tug on while we get it awnnnn xD . Just kidding I am forever alone so I wouldn’t know about sex. 


Anyways, time to share with all of you, my turn offs.


1. Assholes.

No, I don’t mean literal assholes. I mean like, people who are just mean to innocent people. Like this one guy at my school, he was attractive, then he opened his mouth. He is mean to me, when I had done nothing to him. Nothing. I was just that quiet girl in most of his classes, guess that made me a target. And he just does/says things to others that I know don’t talk to him, that just makes me cringe because it is so harsh. I’ve learned some things about his past that kind of make it all make sense, but that doesn’t change the fact that he is an ass, and his past gives him no excuse to act the way he does. Mean people get an immediate “Would Never Date”  stamp across their forehead. Just no.


2.Butch Girls

Once again, people I don’t have a problem with, would just rather not date. I feel really bad saying that, but it just isn’t my thing I guess? I like girly girls, like I like moderately big boobs and long hair. And dresses, and cute frilly clothes. Rare to find a butch girl wearing that. There is like one butch girl who I would totally bang… Like she affects me in some weird way and I just, wish so badly that she didn’t have a girlfriend that isn’t me. Her girlfriend is hot too…. threesome? My point is though, I generally don’t find myself attracted to butch girls.


3. Otaku Guys

  I don’t know guys, when you are obsessed with anime and manga to the point where it’s all you talk about… just not attractive. In my opinion at least. Like I’ll be your friend, but for some reason I wouldn’t want to be dating a guy who obsesses over anime. Not quite sure how to explain this one any further.


4. Moody guys

I am a pretty moody person myself, on the inside at least. I mood swing so badly, but people don’t notice because I am often able to put on a happy facade so I don’t irritate people. That’s why it bothers me when guys are depressed one second, then angry the next, then happy. I can’t keep up. Also since I am pretty happy a good 80% of the time, I don’t want to be with someone who is depressed and all they want to do is whine about why their life sucks and why they hate everyone and shit. Just not my scene. I would want to date someone happy like me!


5. “Easy” girls

I wouldn’t want to date a girl who has been around town, if you know what I mean. For one, if a girl has been with a lot of guys or girls, she may have some STD. Even if she doesn’t have any STDs I still feel like it would just be… gross being with a girl who has had a lot of people around her vajayjay. Like generally girls who do it with girls, go with oral before they get to the scissoring… and I just don’t like the idea of having my mouth in an area where a bunch of penises and other vaginas have been. It’s like having indirect oral sex with all of their previous partners! Just saying!


That’s all I can really think of right now, I am sure there is more xD Maybe like people who do drugs avidly? That’s not attractive. Or people who suck at grammar… like really really bad. When they have spoken the language their whole life.

But I should end this by saying, I am sorry if I offended anyone. I don’t intend to with this post, so please don’t be offended by anything!



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A Clone of His Empty Life

December 8, 2011 at 10:25 am (Uncategorized) (, , , , , , , , , , , , , )

  I hate him. It is stupid, and I don’t normally hate people. But he takes the cake.

  There is this girl, and she is a good friend of mine. . . and I can’t help but admit that I have also liked her for quite a while too. I even asked her out at one point, but that was when she started dating this guy. So it’s easy for one to infer that I obviously didn’t get the girl.

   If you were to know her before she began dating him, you would remember an amazing person. She had a bubbly personality underneath her demure countenance. She was adorable. She always knew how to keep a conversation going, and always knew the right thing to say. As far as looks go, she has a petite frame and had always wore clothes that showed it off in a perfect and completely non-trashy way. Somehow she always managed to have perfect skin complexion, and her hair also had a beautiful shine to it.

  But then we get to the point where she has now been dating him for around 2 years. The change is great. I probably should mention now, that the boyfriend has always done drugs. . . well at least he has for as long as I’ve known him. The first time I met him he was strung out on some drug, and that is how he is all the time. And now he has her the same as he. Her once beautiful personality has now transformed to be like his. She is so out of it most of the time that all normal conversations have ceased to exist. They all consist of “Yeah”s and “uh huh”. No matter what you say. That gorgeous, face? It’s now riddled with sore that one gets from taking drugs. The clothes she wears now show her lack of care about her appearance. Baggy and dirty, holed and worn. No longer showing off the beautiful body under it. Did I mention how sweet she smelled before she began dating him? Now she smells strongly of cigarettes, the exact smell I am allergic to.

  Seeing her downward decline saddens me, so much that I have a hard time finding words to explain it. But, what can I do? I wish I could talk to her of this, but she is older than me. . . and she loves him. Trying to talk her out of this lifestyle would make her hate me, no matter how much true concern I display. I don’t know what to do other than watch her diminish before my eyes, and to remember back on the amazing conversations we don’t have anymore. I just wish now that I could take her from him and correct things, but even now it may be too late.



 Hi to anyone who is following my blog. I am sorry that I have been gone so long, and I am also sorry that I am returning with such an unhappy post. I have been super busy lately, and just now as things that are bothering me began to build up, the stress and need to rant to someone who won’t know who these people are, kind of reminded me of wordpress. I promise the next blog will be on a happier note, and I promise it will come sooner.

Thank you for reading and following my blog ❤


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Just a Little Intro For All of You

August 28, 2011 at 7:06 am (Uncategorized) (, , , , , , , , , , , , , )

Hello wordpress 🙂 So this is my first post here, and I just figured I would do a little intro on my blog.

So for starts, as you probably read in my description I am a teenager. That is really all you need to know as far as my age goes, I really want to keep things as anonymous as possible. For some reason, as I was growing up I was always more mature than the people my age.  I never really have had the stage in life where I ran around the playground screaming, nor did I ever go through the stage where boys had cooties. And no, I am not getting to a point where I say “I sleep around with a lot of guys, but that isn’t a big deal.” Because that would be a complete and utter lie.

Right now I feel like the only person my age who isn’t obsessed with sex just because it’s sex. I am a virgin and I am completely content with it, I wouldn’t have it any other way right now. I understand that as a teenager, I am too young to handle anything that could happen if I were to have sex. It’s a crazy thing that could change your life drastically, all for a few minutes of pleasure? I really don’t think it is worth it in the end. And right now boys my age don’t want what I want, at least… most of them don’t. I want to wait until I am in a steady, relationship. I want my relationships to have a meaning, and I don’t want to get a new one every week like some of my peers.  I want losing my virginity to be special, whenever that may happen.

Okay, I got myself horribly off topic. . . That tends to happen a lot haha.

Anyways, I wanted to be anonymous so I can’t be judged by my peers. I go to a school where if you aren’t a skinny girl that wears uggs and likes buff and blonde surfer boys that really aren’t attractive or appreciative of women, you’re a freak. I have a unique style, that really doesn’t have any boundaries. Some days I wear black boots with a girly skirt and black tank top (it’s better than it sounds) and it’s just not something you see at my school very often.  I am not skinny either, but I am fine with my body as it is.

I am sorry for a slightly long and pointless post, but I do hope you decide to follow this blog because I have a lot in store for whoever does stay and read.

thank you!!


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