August 28, 2011 at 10:41 pm (Uncategorized) (, , , , , , , , , , , , , )

Dentists. I hate dentists, everything about their offices bother me.

The way they decorate the lobby to be so pretty and wonderful, with the gorgeous aquarium that is in every other dentist office you’ll ever visit in your life. It’s like a lure to make you come in and think “Oh, this is lovely. . . I’ll be fine.” And then the next minute you have a dentist looking you in the eyes giving you a look that would make you think he is trying to sweetly tell you that the world is ending in a few minutes.

So you have a few cavities, and you think “Did I really not do a good job brushing?” And then when he explains to you how to correctly brush your teeth, you come to realize that for the past year or so you hadn’t been brushing your teeth correctly.

Anyways, in a few days I have to sit for 2 hours while my dentist drills away at a few of my teeth and do what dentists do. And the saddest part of the story is that I am fine with sitting for two hours, I am fine with getting drilled, the sound of the drill isn’t the best; but not unmanageable. I am not looking forward to the numbing solution they are gonna have to inject into my mouth. I hate the feeling of the needle, and the feeling of the injection itself… and is it normal for your cheek to tingle and burn when it is wearing off? But the feeling of it when it is finally gone and you have complete feeling back… is wonderful!!

Well… hopefully I’ll survive. I’ll keep you all updated for the next few days.



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Just a Little Intro For All of You

August 28, 2011 at 7:06 am (Uncategorized) (, , , , , , , , , , , , , )

Hello wordpress 🙂 So this is my first post here, and I just figured I would do a little intro on my blog.

So for starts, as you probably read in my description I am a teenager. That is really all you need to know as far as my age goes, I really want to keep things as anonymous as possible. For some reason, as I was growing up I was always more mature than the people my age.  I never really have had the stage in life where I ran around the playground screaming, nor did I ever go through the stage where boys had cooties. And no, I am not getting to a point where I say “I sleep around with a lot of guys, but that isn’t a big deal.” Because that would be a complete and utter lie.

Right now I feel like the only person my age who isn’t obsessed with sex just because it’s sex. I am a virgin and I am completely content with it, I wouldn’t have it any other way right now. I understand that as a teenager, I am too young to handle anything that could happen if I were to have sex. It’s a crazy thing that could change your life drastically, all for a few minutes of pleasure? I really don’t think it is worth it in the end. And right now boys my age don’t want what I want, at least… most of them don’t. I want to wait until I am in a steady, relationship. I want my relationships to have a meaning, and I don’t want to get a new one every week like some of my peers.  I want losing my virginity to be special, whenever that may happen.

Okay, I got myself horribly off topic. . . That tends to happen a lot haha.

Anyways, I wanted to be anonymous so I can’t be judged by my peers. I go to a school where if you aren’t a skinny girl that wears uggs and likes buff and blonde surfer boys that really aren’t attractive or appreciative of women, you’re a freak. I have a unique style, that really doesn’t have any boundaries. Some days I wear black boots with a girly skirt and black tank top (it’s better than it sounds) and it’s just not something you see at my school very often.  I am not skinny either, but I am fine with my body as it is.

I am sorry for a slightly long and pointless post, but I do hope you decide to follow this blog because I have a lot in store for whoever does stay and read.

thank you!!


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