Cute Hot Topic Guy
On Saturday (I think it was Saturday at least) I went to the mall with a good friend of mine, and of course one of the stores we visited was my favorite. That one being Hot Topic. And I should mention now that I am usually really picky about guys. Like maybe it is all those fake relationships I conjure up in my head with celebrity guys . . . (Alexander Skarsgard is totally my boyfriend right now xD)
Anywaaaayss, we went into Hot Topic and the greeter was SO cute! He was really nice too. Now I really… Really want to go to Hot Topic again. I am not sure why, but the workers at my Hot Topic change a lot. There are like 3 or 4 that have been there for quite a while (and actually recognize me xD) but the rest all are there for a short while, then they’re not. It’s always the cute workers that are the ones that leave 😦 . I need to go back and see this greeter guy, just in case he isn’t a long term employee!! Maybe I won’t be forever alone! xD A girl can dream!
Also, I am not quite sure why, but I really want to work at Hollister. Like really fucking bad. I just like the setting of the store, how it’s all dark and kind of like a surf shack. Just cool. The local Hollister store where I live is kind of like a maze, it is just a bunch of turning areas and so many places you can walk through and shit. Super cool haha. Then again, I’ve never been to another Hollister so I am not sure if they are like that too haha.
New Goal: Lose some weight so I don’t look like a pregnant teen, and get a fucking job at Hollister.
Alright guys… that’s all I can really think of for now.
Till next time,
~Alexandrite
Turn Offs.
So today when I was on facebook, I realized how this one girl I was interested in… is kind of fake. She doesn’t wear like, a shit ton of make up or anything, nor does she act fake. But she wears wigs all the time, and I have nothing against that… but it was just kind of off setting. I don’t know, I don’t like the idea of dating someone who wears wigs all the time. I like natural, long hair on girls (on guys I like short hair). Something to tug on while we get it awnnnn xD . Just kidding I am forever alone so I wouldn’t know about sex.Â
Anyways, time to share with all of you, my turn offs.
1. Assholes.
No, I don’t mean literal assholes. I mean like, people who are just mean to innocent people. Like this one guy at my school, he was attractive, then he opened his mouth. He is mean to me, when I had done nothing to him. Nothing. I was just that quiet girl in most of his classes, guess that made me a target. And he just does/says things to others that I know don’t talk to him, that just makes me cringe because it is so harsh. I’ve learned some things about his past that kind of make it all make sense, but that doesn’t change the fact that he is an ass, and his past gives him no excuse to act the way he does. Mean people get an immediate “Would Never Date” stamp across their forehead. Just no.
2.Butch Girls
Once again, people I don’t have a problem with, would just rather not date. I feel really bad saying that, but it just isn’t my thing I guess? I like girly girls, like I like moderately big boobs and long hair. And dresses, and cute frilly clothes. Rare to find a butch girl wearing that. There is like one butch girl who I would totally bang… Like she affects me in some weird way and I just, wish so badly that she didn’t have a girlfriend that isn’t me. Her girlfriend is hot too…. threesome? My point is though, I generally don’t find myself attracted to butch girls.
3. Otaku Guys
 I don’t know guys, when you are obsessed with anime and manga to the point where it’s all you talk about… just not attractive. In my opinion at least. Like I’ll be your friend, but for some reason I wouldn’t want to be dating a guy who obsesses over anime. Not quite sure how to explain this one any further.
4. Moody guys
I am a pretty moody person myself, on the inside at least. I mood swing so badly, but people don’t notice because I am often able to put on a happy facade so I don’t irritate people. That’s why it bothers me when guys are depressed one second, then angry the next, then happy. I can’t keep up. Also since I am pretty happy a good 80% of the time, I don’t want to be with someone who is depressed and all they want to do is whine about why their life sucks and why they hate everyone and shit. Just not my scene. I would want to date someone happy like me!
5. “Easy” girls
I wouldn’t want to date a girl who has been around town, if you know what I mean. For one, if a girl has been with a lot of guys or girls, she may have some STD. Even if she doesn’t have any STDs I still feel like it would just be… gross being with a girl who has had a lot of people around her vajayjay. Like generally girls who do it with girls, go with oral before they get to the scissoring… and I just don’t like the idea of having my mouth in an area where a bunch of penises and other vaginas have been. It’s like having indirect oral sex with all of their previous partners! Just saying!
That’s all I can really think of right now, I am sure there is more xD Maybe like people who do drugs avidly? That’s not attractive. Or people who suck at grammar… like really really bad. When they have spoken the language their whole life.
But I should end this by saying, I am sorry if I offended anyone. I don’t intend to with this post, so please don’t be offended by anything!
~*Alexandrite*~
Waiting sucks!
Oh good god. True Blood is my love. I finally watched one of the “Waiting Sucks” promos, and now I honestly want to cry. I have a count down on my phone, and as I type this (at 9:58 PM my time) we have 8 weeks, 2 days, 20 hours, 2 minutes, and 33 seconds. It’s just too much D:
Eric is just way too sexy, for starts, and actually a lot of the guys are pretty hot in that. I can only think of a few that I don’t find attractive. Also, is it weird that the promos where they pan through the set and have all the memories in just audio, make me want to cry? It also makes me wonder if the slogan “you can’t escape your past” has anything to do with the upcoming season, considering they showed Steve Newlin, as a vampire, in the last season. And that they implied Russell Edgington’s return. Season 5 is gonna be good.
Anyway, fangirl moment over. Here’s the video promo I watched. Hot damn I really can’t wait.
Dentists
Dentists. I hate dentists, everything about their offices bother me.
The way they decorate the lobby to be so pretty and wonderful, with the gorgeous aquarium that is in every other dentist office you’ll ever visit in your life. It’s like a lure to make you come in and think “Oh, this is lovely. . . I’ll be fine.” And then the next minute you have a dentist looking you in the eyes giving you a look that would make you think he is trying to sweetly tell you that the world is ending in a few minutes.
So you have a few cavities, and you think “Did I really not do a good job brushing?” And then when he explains to you how to correctly brush your teeth, you come to realize that for the past year or so you hadn’t been brushing your teeth correctly.
Anyways, in a few days I have to sit for 2 hours while my dentist drills away at a few of my teeth and do what dentists do. And the saddest part of the story is that I am fine with sitting for two hours, I am fine with getting drilled, the sound of the drill isn’t the best; but not unmanageable. I am not looking forward to the numbing solution they are gonna have to inject into my mouth. I hate the feeling of the needle, and the feeling of the injection itself… and is it normal for your cheek to tingle and burn when it is wearing off? But the feeling of it when it is finally gone and you have complete feeling back… is wonderful!!
Well… hopefully I’ll survive. I’ll keep you all updated for the next few days.
-Alexandrite
Just a Little Intro For All of You
Hello wordpress 🙂 So this is my first post here, and I just figured I would do a little intro on my blog.
So for starts, as you probably read in my description I am a teenager. That is really all you need to know as far as my age goes, I really want to keep things as anonymous as possible. For some reason, as I was growing up I was always more mature than the people my age. I never really have had the stage in life where I ran around the playground screaming, nor did I ever go through the stage where boys had cooties. And no, I am not getting to a point where I say “I sleep around with a lot of guys, but that isn’t a big deal.” Because that would be a complete and utter lie.
Right now I feel like the only person my age who isn’t obsessed with sex just because it’s sex. I am a virgin and I am completely content with it, I wouldn’t have it any other way right now. I understand that as a teenager, I am too young to handle anything that could happen if I were to have sex. It’s a crazy thing that could change your life drastically, all for a few minutes of pleasure? I really don’t think it is worth it in the end. And right now boys my age don’t want what I want, at least… most of them don’t. I want to wait until I am in a steady, relationship. I want my relationships to have a meaning, and I don’t want to get a new one every week like some of my peers. I want losing my virginity to be special, whenever that may happen.
Okay, I got myself horribly off topic. . . That tends to happen a lot haha.
Anyways, I wanted to be anonymous so I can’t be judged by my peers. I go to a school where if you aren’t a skinny girl that wears uggs and likes buff and blonde surfer boys that really aren’t attractive or appreciative of women, you’re a freak. I have a unique style, that really doesn’t have any boundaries. Some days I wear black boots with a girly skirt and black tank top (it’s better than it sounds) and it’s just not something you see at my school very often. I am not skinny either, but I am fine with my body as it is.
I am sorry for a slightly long and pointless post, but I do hope you decide to follow this blog because I have a lot in store for whoever does stay and read.
thank you!!
-Alexandrite
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