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October 2, 2012 at 7:20 am (Uncategorized) (, , , , )

Hello everyone! I noticed that I garnered a few new followers here on this blog, hello, thank you 😀 But I felt it would be better if I were to share my main blog with you all.

I originally started this blog, DerangedChick, because I was just going through a confusing time in my life. I wasn’t sure exactly where I fit in, in this world and I was frustrated. Needless to say, I am still kind of stuck in the rut of thinking that I am older than I really am, but at least now I have found people who appreciate that or just don’t know my real age. And really, that’s not as bad as it may seem. I just have  a few writing friends who think I am in college… haha uhm.. yeah.

Aaanyways… If you still want to follow me, despite my lack of posts due to school getting in my way, you can follow me Here, this is where I will be posting when I have time.

Thank you so much for all the support on this blog, it really did help me figure out more about myself! I hope to see some support on my writing blog ❤

For the last time,

Alexandrite.

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A Clone of His Empty Life

December 8, 2011 at 10:25 am (Uncategorized) (, , , , , , , , , , , , , )

  I hate him. It is stupid, and I don’t normally hate people. But he takes the cake.

  There is this girl, and she is a good friend of mine. . . and I can’t help but admit that I have also liked her for quite a while too. I even asked her out at one point, but that was when she started dating this guy. So it’s easy for one to infer that I obviously didn’t get the girl.

   If you were to know her before she began dating him, you would remember an amazing person. She had a bubbly personality underneath her demure countenance. She was adorable. She always knew how to keep a conversation going, and always knew the right thing to say. As far as looks go, she has a petite frame and had always wore clothes that showed it off in a perfect and completely non-trashy way. Somehow she always managed to have perfect skin complexion, and her hair also had a beautiful shine to it.

  But then we get to the point where she has now been dating him for around 2 years. The change is great. I probably should mention now, that the boyfriend has always done drugs. . . well at least he has for as long as I’ve known him. The first time I met him he was strung out on some drug, and that is how he is all the time. And now he has her the same as he. Her once beautiful personality has now transformed to be like his. She is so out of it most of the time that all normal conversations have ceased to exist. They all consist of “Yeah”s and “uh huh”. No matter what you say. That gorgeous, face? It’s now riddled with sore that one gets from taking drugs. The clothes she wears now show her lack of care about her appearance. Baggy and dirty, holed and worn. No longer showing off the beautiful body under it. Did I mention how sweet she smelled before she began dating him? Now she smells strongly of cigarettes, the exact smell I am allergic to.

  Seeing her downward decline saddens me, so much that I have a hard time finding words to explain it. But, what can I do? I wish I could talk to her of this, but she is older than me. . . and she loves him. Trying to talk her out of this lifestyle would make her hate me, no matter how much true concern I display. I don’t know what to do other than watch her diminish before my eyes, and to remember back on the amazing conversations we don’t have anymore. I just wish now that I could take her from him and correct things, but even now it may be too late.

 

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 Hi to anyone who is following my blog. I am sorry that I have been gone so long, and I am also sorry that I am returning with such an unhappy post. I have been super busy lately, and just now as things that are bothering me began to build up, the stress and need to rant to someone who won’t know who these people are, kind of reminded me of wordpress. I promise the next blog will be on a happier note, and I promise it will come sooner.

Thank you for reading and following my blog ❤

-Alexandrite

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